The Anatomy of an Unconditional Heart
When “Forever” Isn’t Enough: A Review of Justin Rivers’ “Still, I Called It Love”
In the landscape of modern romance novels, we often see stories that prioritize the “happily ever after.” However, Justin Rivers’ Still, I Called It Love takes a detour into the raw, often agonizing reality of what happens when love remains even after the relationship has crumbled. It is a story not of conquest, but of endurance.
The Protagonist: A Boy Who Loved Too Much
At the center of this narrative is Justin, a protagonist whose defining characteristic is his inability to stop caring. The book meticulously traces his journey from a childhood in Chennai and Bangalore—marked by the early loss of his mother—to his complex adult relationships. Justin is portrayed as a “popular topper” and a charismatic stage performer, yet internally, he is a man who “apologizes even when [he is] the one bleeding”.
The Trio of Loves
The novel explores three distinct phases of Justin’s heart, represented by three different women:
• Sophie: The innocent, warm first love of his school days that ended too early but set the foundation for his romantic ideals.
• Jessie: The “light” that entered his life during his college years. Jessie is perhaps the most selfless character, waiting patiently for Justin’s “yes” and accepting the ghosts of his past with grace. Her love is defined by kindness and the ability to see the good still left in him.
• Selena: The central “storm” of the book. Their relationship is a tumultuous cycle of breaking up and returning, culminating in a secret marriage that eventually dissolves into silence. Selena is the “Butterfly” Justin can never truly pin down; she is the one who moves on while Justin remains standing under the same moon they once shared.
Themes of Resilience and Forgiveness
The book’s most haunting theme is the “Editorial Reflection” on Justin’s silence. He chooses peace over chasing, and forgiveness over bitterness. Even after Selena marries someone else, Justin’s final message is one of support: “Whenever you need my help or my support… I’ll be there”.
Final Verdict
Still, I Called It Love is a difficult but necessary read for anyone who has ever loved “the wrong person”. It challenges the reader to consider if love is proven by its longevity or by the honesty and depth of the feeling, even when it leads to ruin. It is a cinematic, soul-baring reflection on the quiet dignity of walking away with grace.